I’m not quite sure what to say or how I feel. Thank you to anyone who took the time to hold my hand or ask me questions or came to see me talk about my awesome year. Here’s to 2012 bring on the adventures of 2013.
Day 365, the evening before the final hand hold spent simply with friends. A subtle hand hold as the action often is, passing unnoticed to those around us, yet I am aware of every second as they tick by.
Over the last few days I have noticed a great feeling of excitement taking over me. I believe it is linked to the satisfaction of completing something that has been dear to me. That is not to say that I am not imagining that there will be some sadness as it all comes to a close but I am relishing in the thought of reflecting on and taking time to meditate on a year of holding hands.
Much of my chat is considering how this practice might continue in a different way, what I have learned and contemplations on a process of reflection.
A weekend of hand holding, partying and hanging out with people – Exhausting but very satisfying!
And then I thought I had arranged to meet someone but it would seem this was not to the case…
I thought I had arranged to meet a comedian who is asking people to dare him to do different things, perhaps holding my hand was too scary a dare!
In steps my sister to save the day
This month in particular I have noticed myself reflecting on the changes not only in myself but in those around me. Taking in the year they have had and the shifts within them. Noticing how those that I have not spent time with in a long time have moved on.
Someone saying I’d like to but not today can send me into an overdrive of trying to find someone. What luck on day 353 when I find not one but two people willing to help me out.